Music For You

11/09/2010

I think i screwed it up again. I just cant start a topic with a girl or go one on one date with a girl.

OK... That's it. I think its over...........

She was late for the play today and everything seems so screwed up. We didnt talk for more than 10 sentences. I was damn quiet. She too i guess became bored. So when we made our way out of the play, she didnt say anything. So i asked her where does she want to go or do, she replied that she wants to watch movie. I didnt ask watching with who because i saw her playing with her phone. I guess is someone special...

So we parted ways at a junction. She said she wanted to take bus, so I didnt want to force to follow. So i went to take train. As i made my to the station, I saw her walking to the station. My first thought, 'I thought you said u want to take the bus and why are you here?'... I was damn lost. I didnt care about her and pretended not to see her and disappear from her sight.

I guess its really time to say goodbye... nothing worth wasting for. I spent too much time on it and now uni is really giving me way too much stress. I think i will break down if I were to find out more about her secrets..

Ok...That's it.. I hope i will not back out my words.. I have decided to give her up totally and I think for the next 10 years.. I will be a workaholic for myself and for my parents...

And.. I have also decided a date to disappear from msn and also fb. When i ord will determine when i officially ready to disappear. Good news.. I will still update this blog since I think not many friends know about this, in fact i think only 1 knew about this. Lol..

Count yourself lucky...

Out~

posted by AhKai @ 11:31 PM