Music For You

29/8

As of last week... I was about to smack you when i see you. I wasnt able to put myself to it when i saw you on the 24th of August IN MY SCHOOL.

To tell the truth, I cant believe my eyes. When i see you I thought my eyes were blinded by God with you. I took a second look, it was you. So I went to talk to you and you decided we should meet up.

It was the best day of my life because I always wish to see you in school and it finally happened. And i got a date.

And as I thought it will finally happened, but you decided to burst my bubble like last week. I waited for your call the whole of Saturday and you turned me down. I was utterly disappointed and hateful but in the end we did meet on Sunday.

At first I thought it was done as there werent any confirmation until late afternoon. I thought we would finally meet but u pushed it to the evening. I'm fine with it. Evening was great! I thought maybe we could go for a movie or something after dinner but it didnt happen. But all and all it was okay. The only thing that pissed me off was you can actually asked me to go off first because you will be meeting someone else later. I dont mind waiting for you in fact i have been waiting for a very long time to get to see you. Why do you want to push me away? I know whenever I'm with you, i dont tend to speak alot like how i did on msn or fb or smses. The reason is because I'm worried that I might say the wrong thing. I dont want to hurt you.. Like yesterday, I did say something wrong, and i dont know if you take it to heart.

I was really happy to see you. Have dinner with you. Share dinner with you. It makes me feel that we are like a couple. I'm also happy and I wanted to deny the relationship that the stall owner actually said when he thought we were actually together....

All and all. I'm sorry for not speaking up. I'm trying to. I have alot to say. But i think yesterday was the last. Thank you for all the wonderful time. I will visit the stall often because that was the best memory I ever have. To tell you a secret, I actually went down today to try the one that you wanted to order yesterday....... hahaha... I'm really dumb....

posted by AhKai @ 11:49 PM