Time to end this?
Ever since 2006... I have started to use this section to post about all my happiness and unhappiness. Those that i'm not happy with i posted here too. I also shared my favorite sports. My favorite songs. My favorite dramas, etc. I even shared about the recent girl that i fall in love with but she got attached already...
Anyway... I shall cut the chase. I think 5 year is a long year for me..... Using this i mean. I'm beginning to wonder actually who is really reading what ever i post and if there is someone out there. Who is it? Do i know you? Of course there is someone i know who promptly visit this page which is my good 15 years in the making friend. lol...
OK! I'm very naggy! I think its time to end this........ I'm starting to feel someone is in fact stalking me. Maybe if u know something, u should understand about what's happening. Receiving things from anonymous personnel etc....
Maybe i will come back one day to write? Why not! haha... After all this is one good section for me to vent my anger!!! haha! Ok... People if you like, you can still support me on facebook and also twitter.. Oh ya. I have locked them up.. So only friends.. If u cant see, it either means u arent my friend or maybe i dont know you.
BYE... Til then...
REAL STEEL!
I think i'm way too busy.. By right.. this post should be done on thursday but i'm only able to do it now.
I wanted to post something about the latest movie released, REAL STEEL!
If you are a friend of mine on fb or twitter, you should see a few of such posts already. Yes.. I love this show so much that it actually motivates me. I do not know whether it will have effects for you but it does have. Maybe i'm leading a rather pathetic life recently, therefore after watching this movie, I got pumped up to end the remaining weeks in a awesome fashion. :)
Hope everything will be fine! After that will be industrial attachment... less stressful... hahaha.
Last night
a weird again last night... Dont know.. Lets wait and see.
1190
Post Number 1190.
I was wondering how did I get so many posts.. Haha! I'm a very quiet person.. I seldom talk but I can actually write 1190 post. Amazing isn't it?!
Anyway, this post I'm going to post, I'm not very sure of what to type. Basically, school work is piling up and it seems to be even more although the weightage is different. Must work hard!
I had a dream about her again. Yes. Again. I think I kind of miss her after all, her time now is -6 from mine. (do some maths u will understand). It's pretty dumb to hold on to something that has proven not possible, but this brain just keeps looping back to her. How I wish when she is back, we will talk again. We don't have to meet up. Talking should make me happy but.... I don't talk. I'm so different when I'm with her. I don't speak up, my brain can't generate any topics. Hmmmm... Sigh....
I think she dislike me already. I think it's better this way. After all, she deserves better. I won't even pick myself why would she. Ta daa.. Bye bye... The only chance I could see you would be in my lala land. Haha.. Absurd isn't it? What to do? Haha
Pursuit for Happyness
The best movie i have ever watched in 2006. Its by Will Smith and his son. Yeah. I have posted this over and over and over. I think i post about this every year.
The reason is because its really good!
Its that inspiring that you can keep watching over and over for many times! Man... I'm inspired again! Even more inspired! ahah!
29/8
As of last week... I was about to smack you when i see you. I wasnt able to put myself to it when i saw you on the 24th of August IN MY SCHOOL.
To tell the truth, I cant believe my eyes. When i see you I thought my eyes were blinded by God with you. I took a second look, it was you. So I went to talk to you and you decided we should meet up.
It was the best day of my life because I always wish to see you in school and it finally happened. And i got a date.
And as I thought it will finally happened, but you decided to burst my bubble like last week. I waited for your call the whole of Saturday and you turned me down. I was utterly disappointed and hateful but in the end we did meet on Sunday.
At first I thought it was done as there werent any confirmation until late afternoon. I thought we would finally meet but u pushed it to the evening. I'm fine with it. Evening was great! I thought maybe we could go for a movie or something after dinner but it didnt happen. But all and all it was okay. The only thing that pissed me off was you can actually asked me to go off first because you will be meeting someone else later. I dont mind waiting for you in fact i have been waiting for a very long time to get to see you. Why do you want to push me away? I know whenever I'm with you, i dont tend to speak alot like how i did on msn or fb or smses. The reason is because I'm worried that I might say the wrong thing. I dont want to hurt you.. Like yesterday, I did say something wrong, and i dont know if you take it to heart.
I was really happy to see you. Have dinner with you. Share dinner with you. It makes me feel that we are like a couple. I'm also happy and I wanted to deny the relationship that the stall owner actually said when he thought we were actually together....
All and all. I'm sorry for not speaking up. I'm trying to. I have alot to say. But i think yesterday was the last. Thank you for all the wonderful time. I will visit the stall often because that was the best memory I ever have. To tell you a secret, I actually went down today to try the one that you wanted to order yesterday....... hahaha... I'm really dumb....
SMACK
When disappointment sets in I really would like to lay a smackdown on you. Why would you promise something at this minute and you break the promise at the next minute?
AHHHH!
SO I WAS SO DAMN BORED... THUS.. I started to do extra work. People.. People People.. If you can fulfill any promises, please dont say it.
