I entered the building for the final time...I took the bus to the office for the final time....I entered the office for the final time...Guess everything came into a final but I just didnt see my supervisor for the final time...hiaz...WHY!
So EMO sia..lol...
Anyway, tomorrow is WY's birthday, we went to the RamenTen in AMK jubliee...
The ramen ten hor, I dont know what to say lei..The food ok ok but very long to get served..Really hate it when come to slow serving of food..lol...
After that, went back to office, to prepare for the presentation...
Then PS from the HR came over to our office and asked us if we want to join the company in their company movie screening at Bishan GV.. At 1st thought came to my mind, I thought it will be showing what the company's been doing...Imagine..The works done in company actually became a movie ...and actually manage to get a slot in the GV time slot..lol.. Simply, I just dont believe it..So i asked, what will we be catching... 'Ratatouille' was the answer...
Phew...I thought what I was imagining came true..lol...
After that, ITS PRESENTATION TIME! DO YOU KNOW? The malay guy in our group? He actually wore a RED collar working shirt...with a blue jeans and a brown shoe..OMG..Its so screwed up...I just cant believe he actually wore like that to work today and for the presentation..LOL.. If you see it you will laugh...
Then when the presentation started, I think I took about 5mins to finish 21 slides? lol..The audience's comment: WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU SAYING?!
5 mins...21 slides...
Guess what is the problem?
lol..I think i rap the words throughout the whole presentation..PLUS today, I wear very hip hop..lol..
Then after that, we had a small treat from the company for the final time.. Then I went to my supervisor's table and took pictures that I think can let me remember what is around there..
After that, I left my present on her table (hope she sees it)
Argh..Boring days are back...Guess its finally time for me to catch up with my favourite shows and also my sleep time and also completing games this season..lol...
But...I think I will still miss my supervisor... T.T Why last day no surprise?
当你孤单你会想起谁 (who will you think of when you are alone?)
Tomorrow will be the day that most people in the school will be looking forward to...
Tomorrow will be the last day for the semester!!!
(Crowd yell: HOORRAYYY!!!)
lol...Seriously, Half of me is part of the crowd, and the other half belongs to those that misses the days in the office..I guess, the other half only have me..>.<
I really hope that tomorrow my supervisor will be around..haha...Seriously, I hope that she will give me a surprise tomorrow..lol..But what if she did appear, what will I do???..
Tomorrow I will be planning to slack the final 9 hours...After working like crazy people for past 36 hours in the past 4 days...
Actually, I wasn't suprise on her return, but I was just suprise she was here so early...
The next thing I saw when I left the room after seeing the breakfast was HER!! OMG..Its so drama..
Anyway, she came back to fill up for our appraisal form..And also find the files to help me in the project that I was helping her to do...Anyway, after that part of the day, I didnt talk to her at all..She left the office w/o acknowledging me..Guess she dont want to let me feel down..lol.. But seriously I think I saw her walk out of the office while I was working out in the lab...hiaz...
But but but..She send me a number of messages...
There was one very cute message.. 'let's say...If i'm suddenly
missing..
Yippee...! U are really searching for me..!
I really think that this is the cutiest message I received in my life..
But then she follow up with a very weird message: 'If I never come back, can you tell that guy that I like, that I'm sorry for always beingtoo timid to pick up his call.'
Seriously, how in the hell I know that guy sia.. And that makes me more worried...If everything is fine, why would she send that message? Hope she will be fine at the customer site...
I really hope to see her on Friday!!! hiaz...Think its impossible..
Sorry if you not able to read chinese character or unable to see those chinese character...
The most beautiful part will the the final 2 phrase... 如果要走 請妳記得我 Please remember me if you want to leave (...) 如果難過 請妳忘了我 Forget me if you will be sad..
ARGH!!! I fall in love with this song again... I think on the streets, whenever I hear this song..It will bring memories of my days with my supervisor...
Sigh...Today, Only see her and talk to her for about 1 hour after that she dump me with alot of work that I wonder can I complete...Because I think Im quite screwed up without her around me...
I am still thinking of the message my supervisor sent me yesterday...
'Will we still like Jay if he cant compose anymore nice song? Sometimes, the value of a person goes with whatever intact with him. We like a person because the person is talented, because the person is good looking, because the person has nice personality, because the person is kind to us, etc. What if a better person comes along in our life? Will we still love the first person? Is there such thing that we love as a whole, just the way he is?'
I dont understand why she suddenly sent such a message...What is the meaning behind this???...
Great..I am really pissed today..lol..Pissed off by the designer of Marina Square and also Suntec city...
Damn..Why do they build a place that need to walk so far and I cant just locate a damn cd shop...Luckily, after tough search I found the shop in Suntec and worst to worst, My friend and I spent like 1 hour + or maybe 2 finding just one cd shop...Damn...
Actually our main concern was my friend's present...lol..He was trying to find the crayon something....The animated character... Then in the end...He look for something like....
And then ...
I .... all the way..lol... Finally he didnt buy anything and I was the only one buying things... >.<
Argh!!! U believe it? Last night I didnt slept well, so i cant concentrate much during dinner time.. I stayed quiet most of the time when the dinner started....
Bring you back to this morning... This morning, I tot H was not here..So I told WY that we maybe could eat non halal food..But in the end...H came...And then WY told me the restaurant that was decided yesterday actually was a non - halal restaurant..I dont know what to say..
I asked him to think what restaurant are there still..He give me stupid racist attitude at that time...I was really pissed off at the moment...I called many people to help me locate a restaurant that was non - halal..But in the end, I decided to choose Swensen...I told WY about it...
He gave me another racist matter...Today, I really have no mood on dealing with the racist matter..Because my supervisor actually make a statement, saying she will be out on Monday afternoon..Then will all the way be at the customer site...Dont know will she be back on Friday..If not back..Monday will be the last day...
I was so damn down...U understand how it feel? Someone you care about actually will not be with you for the final week...
Back to the matter...Then he keep called to ask if we taking train down or what..I told him..He can jolly well wait at the destination..But he dont want..He chose to come to office which he can come in the morning...Then he kept say if we take train he need to top up his ez link card..I dont know what transport will be taken..I dont want to ask because CW and my supervisor are busy with their work..Then he kept asked.. I pissed off..Told him..I give him 2 option 1) U come, if we take bus there, I pay you back the amount of cash u top up 2) U dont come..
He chose not to come...
We dont know where the hell was the place..So I tell them we can re pick a place to eat because WY was not here...In the end..We landed in SG's busiest street...Orchard Road..And restaurant was Seoul garden...
Argh...I really hate it...Why humans just cant coordinate with 1 another??? Is it so hard to really make everyone happy??? Suddenly flash back of a message my supervisor sent me earlier this month....'No matter how kind our intentions were, it is not very easy to make everyone happy'...
Man, afterwards, my mentality totally shut off...I struggled with everything my supervisor told me to do...There was a task actually was for me..But I think she saw me look very down and tired..She carried on the whole thing alone..
5 days more......we will be separated..and My supervisor say she will cry on the last day..What to do?..I'm no superman..
Today, actually is the day that my supervisor, CW and my group will be having a farewell lunch for the day...
Sadly, CW forgot about it...So we didnt went out to eat.... BUT BUT BUT... Tomorrow we will be going for dinner!!! YEAH!
But....I am afraid that WE WILL BE SLIENT through out the whole thing...
I dont know what topic can be filp out for them to talk for a long long time.. supervisor and CW is not a very close friend..Unlike WY, I always can bring out some tricks during chatting!..lol..Aiya...
Listen to the above song while reading this post..Then you can feel how I'm feeling now..
(Due to next week she will be at customer site) my supervisor told me she really dont wish to leave until september starts.
Then she asked a very silly question...
Will we still remember each other next year...
Me: Of course I will... S: I'm worried that we will have nothing to talk to when time is up... She also note that she had trouble talking to her "BF" when there is no topic other than work...
Me: can find many topics to say!!! For eg.. lalalalalaa.... S: U always can make pple feel better with the reply..whichever girl wins your heart will surely be a lucky one... Me: .... After awhile,
Today was the final 9 days before my voyage finally ended...
I dont look happy..But I have to be happy..If not my supervisor will worry...
Then when I was about to go back home..My supervisor brought this
to the machine and place it on the machine..
I thought it was for the other guy, so didnt really care for it...Then she told me she got something to tell me..
S : I got something to tell you.. Me: What is it??? (Busy doing other stuff) S: ...(Suddenly run away from the place) Me:.... (Think ' she went to toilet...Later back will tell me')
Suddenly...*Beep* *Beep* Take out hp...Its from her!
Continue to read the message, she told me the present on the machine was for me...
1st thought! AIYO!! Why buy present for me again... Then continue to read, due to yesterday I told her that I was kind of sad because I waste so much time doing so much things and the PR2 turns out to do nothing... She bought me!!!!!!
ARGH!!!! SECRET OST!!!! I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR IT FOR SOOOOOOOO LONG!!!!! OMG!
I was like..feel bad sia..Because last week was my birthday, she bought a cake from Haagen daas and gave me a G-shock watch + a handphone accessory...And a japanese meal treat... And I can only say thank you to her..............
Btw, yesterday I felt sad was because of her also...She spent so much time with me on the ppt...And in the end it was not used...
OMG...What can I do to really make her happy???
LOST KID.....
Oh ya..I bought another OST for her in return..lol..Dont know will she say something??Because in the message she told me that she dont like classical music but but but..This OST was released Yesterday and Today, IT WAS SOLD OUT! OMG! AND AND AND..There will be no stock in any more...So I didnt hesitate and rush down to buy another 1 for her.......
Hope that she wont see this post or the last day will not be surprising for her..lol..
Seems that today is such a weird day...At home for most of the time doing nothing..Last week was busy like crasy in company...All the happenings that my supervisor gave..lol..Was really so fun then...
Hiaz...9 more working days...Then very thing will be ended...
Then I was listening to this song...
Another classic song from 'Secret'... Call Bicycle, 脚踏车...
I want to cry sia...its so peaceful yet sad...hiaz.......... 9 more days left...
I will have to really precious these 9 working days....
7am.... I woke up... Received a msg from my supervisor which was sent yesterday...I replied her..I was very nervous for the day....
She told me that I just need to relax and go do all the presentation and so on....
8.30am.....I reached school...
Spent time in the lab until 9+ ..Suddenly...
9.10 the CU head call us...Me and WY went in, thought there would be a presentation...Look into the room, not computer.. O.o... Then we talk for 5 minutes..Suddenly, my supervisor send a good luck message to me...Scare the hell out of me..lol..So I continue to tell the CU head what happened..Then.............
9.20 the end... O.O!!!
I was like WTH..I do so much last week...Waste so much time of my supervisor and all came to this???? OMG..I just cant stand it...That stupid TLN (school teacher that is in charge of my group)...Damn...Waste my time...
After that, the other group member came over...We told him its over..He DONT believe us...Wth..Even the other friends came over to tell him its over..He just dont believe..And still ask around for a labtop..So that he could present his damn thing...LOL..I tell you if you are around you will definitely laugh all the way.. =)
After that, I want to go have lunch in school but there isnt much time left, so i went to CS and watched SECRET AGAIN!!! YAY..
I not crazy the show is really nice..REALLY! Even watched for 2 times, I still like the show...Anyway...I want to watch for the 3rd time...If anyone wants ask along..=)
After that, went to look for the Secret OST so that I can buy 1 as a gift for my supervisor..Hiaz...Still not out yet! WTH! I am going bonkers already..... Lets pray that it will be out by this week!
Its such a nice movie...So clear cut and they dont want to watch it..And they supported Rush Hour 3 which... which...I think not much difference if you have watched many Jackie chan movies...
Secret is so new style, so musical, so nice!!!!
Why wont they love it?!
At the moment.....From all the groups of friends I know, only my supervisor said this show is a very nice show...
ps: In this post, my friends, I didnt meant that all my friends...I mean if those that read this post and was not outside with me on last Saturday (18 August)...I dont meant those harsh words for you... As for my those friends with me on Satuday...I dont mean those words if you did support on watching Secret... =) Hope that there isnt any mistake made....
Quietness in the lab have ended today at around 5.30pm???.. Alot of people came to use and talk around the machine... Dont worry..Nothing wrong with the machine.. Just that, my supervisor is going to be busy again.... Heard that today, she had a friend from overseas and she want to spend time with but in the end....Because of the company's selfishness...She had to stay for work..and maybe come back over the weekends to finish all the stuff...Feel sorry for her...hiaz...
I want to help her!!! BUT..........
My skills are not brushed up to help such a big project...
T.T
God..Why cant you shower nice people with kindness? ps: I realized the topic had no link to the title..Should I change the title?..lol.
Ok..today is my birthday...If you have notice that on the upcoming events..haha.. I left a blank there for people to imagine things...
Today, I went to office as usual..Didn't take any leave because I think that spending this special day in company is very meaningful, since I really love this place...
Nothing special happened in the morning, but after I started to work in the lab..Something happened!
Nothing bad happened!
But..
Someone touched my bag!
I opened my bag and saw this!
A gift from my supervisor with a greeting card...OMG! At that point, I want to cry liaoz..lol..This person know me for less than 3 months..Don't know what I want don't know what I really like...but she tried to get something for me on the day and wish me a happy birthday..
Compare her to all my friends I had......Tears dropped.....
Then suddenly, she at around 5pm disappear...I think she went back home because earlier in the day she told me she was tired and asked for a half day break from her boss...I rmb joking with my friends about her...She works from 10am - 10pm..She half day break at 5pm is possible also..lol..
When I reached my house bus stop, I thought I missed her too much...Saw her at the other end of the bus stop...Went forward, it wasn't an illusion..She was there and it happened so dramatically..Believe it! When I alight from the bus, she also alight.. She was smiling and pass me an ice cream cake and wish me happy birthday again!
After that, I really really want to cry sia..lol..Then flash back of yesterday why she took the bus with me...And I understand why already... I don't know what I was thinking, I kept told her, why she came all the way here just to pass me a cake..lol...Its really very silly... Live so old liao..Never had such things happened in my life before...
Then at home, I actually want to treat her to a meal after that, but don't know how to ask leiz..And projects all over...So didn't asked her... Suddenly..*beep beep*.After I finished bathing, She told me she actually want to ask me out for dinner, but don't dare to ask me..Due to afraid of pple ask me out also..hiaz............If she asked maybe I will agree sia...
Today is so much happenings..We were actually thinking almost the same things in most of the time...
Today, both friends didnt come..Only me go to the office..Not the 1st time though..But this time it was very different...My supervisor decided to ask me out... I mean go out eat only...
We went to eat Sushi at AMK hub...But I just cant remember the shop name..Something Sushi or Sushi something..lol..Argh..Definitely got 1 sushi...
This week don't know what happen, no appetite all the way..Then also not much mood to talk..But my supervisor keep on prompt me to speak..But I don't know what to talk to her! She had no choice but to keep on asking me questions to know more about me..But I didn't asked anything about her..Hmmmmmmm...haha...Dont know how to put into sentences for her to answer...So all the time was her doing the speaking...haha...
There was 1 part, she forced me to eat the baby octupus..Eww...Very crispy, but I don't like lei..haha...In the end, she had to finish eating all..LOL..
After that she ordered 2 scoop of Ice cream...I told her I'm really full...And she manage to finish it..Wow..She really had a huge appetite or she is having a very good mood...Heard that her "BF"?..is coming to SG soon...
After that we went back to company lo...Didnt have the time to shop...She continue to entertain and manage to find some topics that I can elaborate for more than 1 sentence.haha...But didn't talk for long also..
LATER ON.......
Its time for me to go back home, and dont know why, she also want to go back home and want to take the same bus as me..Again...It was her questioning me..
Seriously, I scare she thought that I dont want her around sia..because I really dont know what to say..Its not like some buddy I know for more than 1 year..Its a supervisor that we started off bad at some point, then for the past few weeks, we started to be talking more and more time spent together ...
Well well, today he's here in SG..Suntec city for an autograph sessions..Actually I have planned to go for it, thinking that I should have the time..But after Firday's bad comment from my teacher, I stayed home to complete the things I didnt manage to do a good job...BUT BUT BUT..I have bought his album way back in July, I have talk about it, if you have pay attention..haha...This guy is really a good singer..So must support...=)
The following will be 2 hotpicks I think til now I cant dislike, and One MV of 陌路and 1 new recommended song, 晚安,宝贝
Today is SG birthday and I learnt something from my supervisor!
Imagine life without internet, without tv...OMG! I cant think of it..Seriously..I will die, if I have none of it...lol..
The reason for me to know that she do not have any internet and tv at home is because she told me that she wants to take a look at the fire works, but other places are full of people..And she told me about this sad thing..
After that, I realized how beautiful my life is..There is a remote a distance away from me, and i can just turn it on to do anything with it..I also have a modem for me to write this post out...
After she add on with this message:
'It's not the colourfulspark that brighten up the sky. It's thoughtful gesture that touches the heart and make life beautiful...'
*Ring Ring Ring* I woke up 630am today. Reason?. To reach company before the Board of Directors reached..
Luckily when I reached none of them reach, and there are only 5 pple including me in the office..SAD?..
But by 9am, the office was packed like normal working hours in the afternoon..People rushing to work and etc..
I have to put on the lab coat for the day also, but I wear it until lunch time only..haha...The lab coat is my supervisor 1..So dont dare to spoil it..haha..
The most interesting part was the BOD came for only less than 5 minutes and went back already..WTH! I was acting like I was about to win an award.lol..The reason I can win is because my supervisor should be with me when the BOD came over, but suddenly she walked off..WTH! Then I had to act professional in front of them..lol..
Oh ya..Today, my supervisor kept on telling me she is happy today.. After asking her 3 times, she finally gave me an answer, sadly the answer was lame and I think it wasnt the answer.. Hmm..What could possibly make her so happy today?..Tomorrow holiday?, Bonus?, tomorrow no need see us?..Or what thing?..hmmmmmm...
Jay's 1st ever directed movie, will be officially out this Wednesday in Singapore. BUT BUT BUT.. Just now I went to catch the movie alone.. T.T (No one want to go watch with me so ...) After watching the whole movie, I can really say that Jay has showed great improvements in his acting skills! Most importantly, his directing skills are really too good to be uncommented. lol
Even a famous director from Hong Kong, Andrew Lau, the director of and , was very impressed and touched by Jay's movie!!! The whole show mostly will be about classical music..So if you dont like classical music, watch the whole show, I think you will understand why classical music can be so beautiful!!!
After hearing so much!!! Why would you not go watch the movie?! Still I havent told the secret about the movie!!! Itch to know the secret behind the whole movie???
haha..Go watch it then!!!! The secret is really very touching o...OK..this is the most i can say...
BTW! I want to watch the movie again leiz!!! Anyone wants to watch the movie together tell me lo!!! =)
Yeah!!! Today, I am laughing like crasy person again..The reason is because of some stupid facts that happened around me and some of course nice things happen lo..
At the start, I fianlly got things to do after 2 weeks and 3 days sitting at the back of the office reading notes....Imagine 13days minus off all the weekends...Multiple the days with 9 hours...Wow..I tell you I can complete a RPG game and finish all its quest man...
Finally...
I done something that was nothing to do with my project..I was thinking of faking something out but, in the end, due to very little stock for device, I cant do much at all..So i think today I did something redundant for myself, BUT...... I did a good thing for my supervisor..I lessen her task by 1...
Tink....
1 is alot of task sia..Imagine she is a full-time engineer..And just now she told me that she was very stress! And I think i gave her cold shoulder again..I just cant console and relieve stress from her! hiaz...Think, helping her doing a task for today or the next 29 days, will be great for her...But I hope she will not get too used of someone helping her do stuff..Because I will be gone after August! =(
Before going for lunch, she did asked me to go for lunch..But I dont know did I mistaken it as go for lunch together or she just asked me to go for lunch..Then I asked her to repeat..She say nth..hmm..Later on, I saw her going to the canteen alone..She did approach us and talk to us, but left after wards... Then after that, I went back to office, then a while later, she came back to office alone..She had her lunch in the canteen alone?! Hiaz..Think next time must ask her to join if she wants !
Then later in the day, WY told me that 'the guy' told him something hilarious..
'The guy' told him tml there will be a test and he asked WY whether he had any tests..
LOL...We are in an attachment will that test affect much in our grades? Maybe yes, but I dont know why he like very stress..lol..
Then Then...WY go bonkers grab a bear in the back of the office, the bear belongs to 1 of the engineers. He toss and kick it like a soccer ball and it hit the ceiling...I was like.. LOL!..Wth...